Yesterday, I shared about my daughter’s Libra Sun being transited conjunct by Saturn, so she is also having Pluto square to her Sun at this
time.
For myself, my natal Moon and Cancer Ascendant is being squared by Saturn and opposed by Pluto.
My natal Uranus is conjunct tr. Saturn and square tr. Pluto.
Everything feels to be of great meaning now.
Each day brings a new revelation.
Yet with each new insight, there is less and less certainty as to what the final outcome will be.
There are big changes right around the bend for myself, for both of my daughters, for all of us on this planet…
My daughter made a recent posting to her tumblr page that I feel captured this energy of change quite well and I thought I’d share it here, unedited.
My Moon’s heart is deeply touched by my daughter today and I feel proud of her, yet I am also a bit nostalgic and blue….
I suppose I should also mention, that transiting Jupiter is now upon my daughters IC, and almost upon my MC.
Blessings to All!
Feel free to share your personal thoughts/stories. Kachina
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Excuse my terrible grammar
~APB 2/1/10
Day after day, I find myself standing in a chaotic mix of people rushing around a crowded train station. Everyone is always in a hurry to progress to their next destination, always so sure of where they are headed. To my right is a train heading to a place very familiar and comforting; a home if you will. A home full of memories and security. This place is however quite dull and filled with great loneliness. I look to my left and discover a chance to be taken somewhere new, to a place so beautiful and full of excitement and happiness. This place, as tempting as it may seem, is full of insecurity and risks to be taken.
Day in and day out, I stand before my two paths of choice. Never making any final desicions and being perfectly content sitting in stagnation. Suddenly, I begin thinking about time and how much of it I may or may not have left. I become anxious, panicking at the thought of having to decide. I know that I can not take any longer to make this choice. My mind is racing, and I know what I have to do. I inhale deeply, and enter the train on the left.
Kachina,
I have been studying/practicing meditation for a while now and this quote was the morning post from my dharma center; somehow, I thought it touched upon the spirit of your reflections here.
“On the in-breath your heart breaks, on the out-breath that tenderness goes out and touches everything.” (Reggie Ray)
Your daughter’s response to Saturn square Pluto resonated deeply with me. She is clearly a very wise young woman and her courage is inspiring. As for daughters in general, I know my 23 year-old daughter continues to teach me some of the most profound lessons of my life.
Blessings to you and your daughters,
Theresa
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Thank you Theresa, for sharing the quote and your heartfelt sentiments, I am truly appreciative.
Yes, we learn much from our children, sometimes I think I have learned far more from them, than I could ever hope to impart to them.
~xxxx Kachina
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Lovely set of posts Kachina. This really shows the value of astrology. To be able to use the astrological blueprint to recognise synchronicity and apply its wisdom to helping someone else understand the quality of a given time is a skill to be proud of. My heart goes out to you and daughter- who has clearly benefitted from your gifts. It is a tough call, this square – I’m also in the crusher @4°Aries so sympathise with her. Love the Reggie Ray quote- doesn’t that just sum up Motherhood?
Shanti, Morvah
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Thank you Morvah. {{hugs}}
With your Aries placement, I know you understand that we are learning so much of great value now, yet to say it is without pain would be untrue.
As much as I have been driven to transcend dualities in the past (and now often view that approach as my desire for escapism), I have come to value the experience, even though at times it is painful and unnerving.
It just seems right for me, to go deeper in to, to achieve the results I need this time around the block.
Blessings, Kachina
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