Into the Mystic

I have had a few ask me lately, how this feels, to have kundalini activated.

I have some inquire as to what is the purpose, of kundalini.

I’ve also had others ask of me, if they should suddenly have kundalini activate, would they also have “this, this, or that” occur, same as I.

I can only speak upon my personal experience, what this is like for myself, for I know somehow, that this is a very individual experience.

What another individual may, or may not experience, and in what sequence or duration, I am unable to surmise.

Anything I share concerning Kundalini is done so from this basis.

I am certain there are similar threads within individual experiences, yet am just as certain you may have certain markers/symptoms and not have a full kundalini experience follow immediately.

I say this, for I do know a few that have kundalini awaken, then go dormant quickly.

As of yet, I do not personally know another that has experienced kundalini to the degree that I have, though I do believe there are many others out there that have/are experiencing it to this degree.

I know there are websites and chat rooms, where others that feel, or actually are, having kundalini experience, share their experiences.

A few years past, I perused some of these sites, and didn’t feel a fit for myself at the one’s I visited.

I felt that at many of the sites, there was a lot of fear, of kundalini and the process that it is.

A lot of focus, on the “what could go wrongs”.

This just doesn’t work for me..focusing on the what if’s.

This is not to say I don’t experience moments of anxiousness, for I do.

Yet I do not fear this process, my philosophy is one that I experience, and receive, that which is right for myself, in exactly the perfect time for it to occur.

Everything, absolutely every moment, is a larger process.

Ever evolving and building upon itself.

When I have a moment of anxiousness, that is simply a signal that I am to take a moment to observe, what is currently happening with me, and adjust accordingly.

Being anxious, in and of itself, is not a bad thing. It is simply a signal of a need to realign oneself in some manner.

In fact all of our human emotions, are to serve US, not incapacitate us.

The emotions are simply like road signs on our journey, assisting us in maneuvering through this walk, this human experience.

Work towards mastering your emotional body, and you will find you have invaluable tools for daily living. Allow your emotional body to master you, and you will likely find life to be overwhelming and live in a continual state of reaction, as opposed to, action.

So here are my thoughts today, concerning Kundalini.

This is what this current experience is like for me, later I may share more from previous experiences.

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Last night I had another huge uptake of energy through the arches and soles of my feet.

This energy, is hot. It is like lava. Thick and scalding.

There is no pain though, not within the energy itself, or how my body feels, absorbing it.

Sometimes physical discomfort follows though, yet I believe this to be the burning of dross, within my physical body.

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I should quantify what dross implies for myself at this point, as there are many applications of the term.

My usage of dross, is to imply and refer to, the energy represented within the emotional, mental and/or physical bodies that is representative of outworn energy patterns, that no longer serve our Purpose. I do not view these patterns, this dross, as being a ‘bad’ thing.

If I were to view the exact same energy pattern, in two separate individuals, for individual A, that which is dross for individual B (outworn patterns/energies) , may still serve individual A very well.

Individual A, is still growing and learning in some manner, evolving, with the assistance, of this identical energy pattern.

Individual B, on the other hand, has learned and taken all of which was required for them to do so with this identical energy pattern, and now must clear the pattern, at its most microcosmic levels, to prepare to receive their next energies to continue their personal evolution.

So as stated, what is no-longer useful to one, may be perfect for another. To compare this within individuals and apply labels or judgments as to if one person is “good, bad, more evolved or less evolved etc.”, then another, is irrelevant.

Everyone, is exactly where they need to be, and contain the proper patterns of energy, for that which they are striving to learn and acquire, within every moment of their existence upon this plane.

I do not presume to know, an individual’s Greater Being, solely by that which they contain, within the human matrix, as represented by their current energy patterns.

I have found in my experience and service, that one who may ‘appear’ to be less-evolved within this current incarnation, may actually be, of an extremely high vibration in their Greater Being.

Too, the opposite may be present.

You may view one in a current incarnation, as being of a greater evolution than others currently incarnate, yet, their Greater Being is of a lower vibration, then the one standing beside them in human clothes, that appeared to be less-evolved.

This is something I continually hold in awareness , in my interactions with others upon this stage, which we refer to, as the human experience.

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I have expressed my view of dross.

Now I present that in any individual’s current incarnation, there is the possibility, regardless of how some may view and choose to label this other individual’s current evolution status as being more evolved or less evolved, to cleanse themselves of dross energy.

If they have achieved the growth that was contained within patterns that were necessary and beneficial upon entrance into this current incarnation, they are now, while in human form, in need of discarding and purifying their bodies, of said outworn energy patterns (dross).

They may then be receiving of new energy patterns, to continue their growth while in this current human form, as opposed to leaving this current form, through what is commonly seen as physical death, hence eliminating the need to reincarnate within another form with a new set of energy patterns to continue their personal evolution.

This, is death and rebirth.

This, is transformation.

This is the function of Kundalini, to wipe out the outdated patterns  (dross), and to prepare the human system, through purification, to be receiving of new energy patterns.

This process can be viewed in terms of computer technology and applications.

It is defrag, compress, delete, empty bin, reboot.

And it can continue over and over, dependent upon the pace of the individual in completing the lessons of any currently contained energy program.

Awe inspiring stuff, yes? 🙂

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In reference to what I have just presented, this is why I feel anyone, can experience the purification of kundalini in this current life.

I had no previous knowledge of what kundalini is, or what it was about, before it occurred, years passed.

This is now my 3rd encounter.

If it should say anything at all about me to others, I hope it is simply that I apply myself well to my lessons and growth.

Yes, I do see it as my personal enlightenment. Yet that only means to me I am ‘enlightened’ or ‘graduated’, if you will, from a particular course of lessons I have mastered.

This does not make me more, in any way, then any other.

If anything, it is probably indicative of my nature to bore easily and always be stretching my Self to achieve more, to be better each moment, than I was the last. ((smiling))

That may not be everyone’s cup of tea, but it works for me.

~Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water.~ Zen Proverb

Incredible wisdom, contained within those words.

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So right now, I am in the ‘delete’, stage.

I do notice, where as in my past experience, the focus seemed to be on my emotional and mental bodies, this current experience is focused upon my physical body.

I am having more physical discomforts at this time, then before.

Yet I was somewhat prepared.

I was channeling information for myself at the end of last year that I needed to better strengthen and prepare my physical body for what was to be coming in the Autumn of this year.

I was not 100% certain that it would again be kundalini, but I suspected it was so, and I have complete trust in my information, and in myself.

I got busy. I made a lot of changes.

Diet and strength and agility training became my central focus.

I assisted my body with salt and sun bathes, and numerous other endeavors, to divest any impurities I could, before Autumn.

I believed it has helped tremendously, I am able to manage the pain levels naturally, and I am continuing to apply myself daily to the routine I established many months ago.

Yes, there is much that I have had to set aside for now.

I take this seriously, and wish to move through it with the most ease possible.

I am not currently driving, it can be quite difficult, and in previous experience, impossible, to do so while in this stage.

It does not concern me though, for I have others that assist me in traveling somewhere if necessary.

I find if we are open to it, the Universe does supply all that we need, to function, through everything and anything.

I do miss the freedom of driving, and I am one that has always preferred, to be the driver, not the passenger.

Yet it will return, my driving capability, when this is done.

It has before.

For now, my one and only job, if you will, is to attend my personal self, and needs, to assure my well-being through this process.

Everything else at the moment, duties, are optional.

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I mentioned earlier, that last eve I had an energy uptake through my feet.

Today, I have the burn.

Betty asked me the other day, how that felt.

There are actually many different types of burn, with kundalini, that I have experienced over the years.

This burn, this time, is like this:

You have spent the day at the beach, and now, hours later, realize you have borderline ‘sun-poisining’.

You’re skin is a dry as the Sahara, yet cranking heat, anyone around you can move in slowly with their hands from a good measure away, and feel that heat, radiating from you.

Inside though, you are internal ice.

It is if someone made your body a human example of what the “Icy-Hot” ointment would be, if it were to become a human. 🙂

So you have this huge contradiction going on here..and during it, it seems to make no difference what-so-ever what the external environment temperature is.

Someone could tell you it is a hot day outdoors, and you will feel a need to clothe yourself as if you were skiing the Alpines.

Same person could then tell you one minute after, “Well would you look at that, ice everywhere on the tree’s, seems we just jumped into the next ice age.”

Pffttt!

Does not compute.

Does not matter.

I am currently on a very personalized thermostat, that has absolutely nothing to do with external temperature fluctuations.

Now the part that can be challenging, and draws my full attention, is when my body has a bit of a reaction to the ‘icy-hot’.

This, feels a bit, like a glucose crash, a bit of a ‘shock’ reaction, if you will.

When this happens, I simply adjust what I was doing.

Put the brakes on my current activity, and switch it up.

If I was sitting and writing, I get up and dance or exercise in some form, anything to move that energy.

If I was cleaning the house when it comes on, I slow it down, lie down a few moments, let it pass, and slow my system.

I drink tons of water through all of this..and green tea. I have chosen to restrict myself to these fluids, they work well for me.

Another area I have to put much focus on right now is my diet.

In these kundalini stages of ‘burn’, I find my metabolism to be off the charts.

Rapid weight loss is quite possible at this time, so I closely monitor my diet.

I do not seek to pack in calories, and absolutely do not partake in empty calories..but I do pay attention to a minimal amount of calories I wish to intake in a day, and receive them through the best whole foods possible for my current needs.

Lot’s of eggs, oats, berries, brown rice pasta, almond butter..that sort of thing.

I avoid foods that may cause a flare-up of candida systemic overgrowth, which is an issue during kundalini.

I also increase all of my supplements and herbals as I feel appropriate, as the nervous system, liver and kidneys are taxed during the burn phase.

Yes, this is my job, right now.

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I likely have much more to share in this arena, but for now, it is time that I take a moment to adjust to the burn. 🙂

Blessings All!

Feel free to share your experiences and/or ask questions, I will do my best to answer as to what I know from my experience. 🙂